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Hmmm
Saturday, September 19, 2009 ★ 12:15 AM │ (0) angels
Last week was busy. Birthdays, Friends going in NS, serving. Till I not enough sleep though.

Still no job till now. Have been almost everyday at home. Been going out only at night till morning. Been waking up around 5 6plus pm everyday. Seem lifeless.

Seem like I starting to get over it already, either way I must move on also.

Need earn some income. It a must.

Seriously, I find it hard. I don't know why I having such feelings. I having doubt.....

Still I must faith that I will overcome all this.

Schooling reopen soon, hopefully don't have the same problem like the previous class.

I finally cut my hair too. A really short hair. Side burn never cover ears, fringe around eye brown level and back hair never touch collar.

Cheers all.

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009 ★ 2:11 AM │ (0) angels
It been awhile since I blog. Many things had happened. Good and bad things as usual. Mostly bad? I guess.

Holiday season. Finally I am out of the class. New class awaits. Hope this thing things won't repeat like in my previous class.

Even though many things happened and I really been very very down, God open a lot of doors for me to move on.

Right now what I needed most is a job and a stable income. I am really desperate for a job. It can really keep my mind occupied. I don't have to be thinking of that.

Seriously, I hate those people that call GARY. I don't know why but I use hate this name.

I can consider myself "suay". All those girls I like really zzzzzzz.........

Move on time. I have climb on standing with my both feet and I not falling down again. Hao Bu Rong Yi Pa Qi Lai.

And I have been having massive headache. It been a week already. The headache come and goes. When it come it like a blade it slashing my brain. Zzzzzzz.

Let see how things go. First of all. A job. Cheers.

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Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ★ 9:26 PM │ (0) angels
I FEEL SO STUPID. ALL THE WHILE, I AM LIKE AN IDIOT. I AM SO F***ING PISS. I DO NOT WANT TO POST LIKE THIS. BUT IT MY LIMIT. I REACH MY LIMIT. I FOUND OUT EVERYTHING. WTF. WHAT AM I? SOME GOONDO FROM A ZOO? SOME FISH THAN JUST CATCH AND THROW AWAY WHEN YOU DON'T NEED IT? CATCH AGAIN WHEN SIAN? SMLJ. I BEEN PLAY LIKE AN ASSHOLE. I AM REALLY REALLY PISS. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN WHEN I GO OUT THIS FEW DAYS. I MIGHT RANDOMLY PICK A FIGHT ON THE STREET. MAYBE EVEN GET KILL? I REALLY DON'T CARE. WHEN THIS HAPPEN FEW YEARS AGO, I JUST TAKE IT AS AN EXPERIENCE BUT NOW AGAIN? IT EVEN WORST.

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I CAN TRUST RIGHT NOW. A LOT OF THINGS BEEN GOING THROUGH MY MIND. WHO THE ENEMY, WHO THE FRIEND. WHO CAN BE TRUSTED? SHIT EVERYTHING.

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Sunday, August 16, 2009 ★ 12:18 AM │ (0) angels
You're my antidote, but than........

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Sunday, August 9, 2009 ★ 8:11 PM │ (0) angels
Time for a new change. Soon will be new template.

Yeah, school ending. Will I miss school? Maybe? Not really? So So?

It is hard. For the first time in my life, I really feel the pain and hurt in me so deeply. Zzz.

Those people whom I told them what happen all told me to move it. Just move on. I could say that it is hard but I will try. Useless if I keep staying the same spot.

I been finding a lot of things to do just not to think about it. Lesson getting boring and sucky.

Hope it will be a lot better after semester one end. Hope that the time when I could turn things around.

Someone did told me, just when I started to get back right on track after so many years, but because of this thing I started to go off course or maybe going back to the opposite direction. I finally get back up on my feet but now I fallen down again. When I heard that I was like " Hmmm " it is so right.

Anyway, Happy Birthday to Melvin and to Singapore.

Ciao.

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Thursday, July 30, 2009 ★ 11:00 PM │ (0) angels
Feeling restless and lethargic in school today, or maybe everyday in school this few weeks.

Met up with Kang head over Batok. Met up with Morgan, it been awhile since I saw him, still as funny as he is. Met up with some other guys. Head over to Sebas Dad office for training session.

Finally able to let the air out. It been so many years since I train like this. It feel good after that but not 100% good.

Had dinner with Kang and Sebas and home I am now.

School tomorrow and it the module tomorrow sucks, cause it math module. Feel like skipping again but already skip 2 times in a row already. So just go tomorrow and get it over and done with.

Oh, Clement say " Go for it ". But it not as simple as you think ba.

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Wednesday, July 29, 2009 ★ 10:27 AM │ (0) angels
I just have to endure it. No choice, what could I do? zzZ.

Saturday night, 98.7 RSVP, let the pictures do the work, pictures at my Facebook.

Sunday, Cam 2 and Director.

Too many things to blog about, just put the main points down.

I still been doing things that I don't like to do. I just have to not think about that.

I'm still too scare to want you, why I sometimes try to move away cause I scare history repeat itself, but althought deep in my heart I still want you.

Cheers.

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Hmmm
Saturday, September 19, 2009 ★ 12:15 AM │ (0) angels
Last week was busy. Birthdays, Friends going in NS, serving. Till I not enough sleep though.

Still no job till now. Have been almost everyday at home. Been going out only at night till morning. Been waking up around 5 6plus pm everyday. Seem lifeless.

Seem like I starting to get over it already, either way I must move on also.

Need earn some income. It a must.

Seriously, I find it hard. I don't know why I having such feelings. I having doubt.....

Still I must faith that I will overcome all this.

Schooling reopen soon, hopefully don't have the same problem like the previous class.

I finally cut my hair too. A really short hair. Side burn never cover ears, fringe around eye brown level and back hair never touch collar.

Cheers all.

Photobucket It been awhile
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 ★ 2:11 AM │ (0) angels
It been awhile since I blog. Many things had happened. Good and bad things as usual. Mostly bad? I guess.

Holiday season. Finally I am out of the class. New class awaits. Hope this thing things won't repeat like in my previous class.

Even though many things happened and I really been very very down, God open a lot of doors for me to move on.

Right now what I needed most is a job and a stable income. I am really desperate for a job. It can really keep my mind occupied. I don't have to be thinking of that.

Seriously, I hate those people that call GARY. I don't know why but I use hate this name.

I can consider myself "suay". All those girls I like really zzzzzzz.........

Move on time. I have climb on standing with my both feet and I not falling down again. Hao Bu Rong Yi Pa Qi Lai.

And I have been having massive headache. It been a week already. The headache come and goes. When it come it like a blade it slashing my brain. Zzzzzzz.

Let see how things go. First of all. A job. Cheers.

Photobucket STUPID
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ★ 9:26 PM │ (0) angels
I FEEL SO STUPID. ALL THE WHILE, I AM LIKE AN IDIOT. I AM SO F***ING PISS. I DO NOT WANT TO POST LIKE THIS. BUT IT MY LIMIT. I REACH MY LIMIT. I FOUND OUT EVERYTHING. WTF. WHAT AM I? SOME GOONDO FROM A ZOO? SOME FISH THAN JUST CATCH AND THROW AWAY WHEN YOU DON'T NEED IT? CATCH AGAIN WHEN SIAN? SMLJ. I BEEN PLAY LIKE AN ASSHOLE. I AM REALLY REALLY PISS. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN WHEN I GO OUT THIS FEW DAYS. I MIGHT RANDOMLY PICK A FIGHT ON THE STREET. MAYBE EVEN GET KILL? I REALLY DON'T CARE. WHEN THIS HAPPEN FEW YEARS AGO, I JUST TAKE IT AS AN EXPERIENCE BUT NOW AGAIN? IT EVEN WORST.

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I CAN TRUST RIGHT NOW. A LOT OF THINGS BEEN GOING THROUGH MY MIND. WHO THE ENEMY, WHO THE FRIEND. WHO CAN BE TRUSTED? SHIT EVERYTHING.

Photobucket Antidote
Sunday, August 16, 2009 ★ 12:18 AM │ (0) angels
You're my antidote, but than........

Photobucket New blog link...
Sunday, August 9, 2009 ★ 8:11 PM │ (0) angels
Time for a new change. Soon will be new template.

Yeah, school ending. Will I miss school? Maybe? Not really? So So?

It is hard. For the first time in my life, I really feel the pain and hurt in me so deeply. Zzz.

Those people whom I told them what happen all told me to move it. Just move on. I could say that it is hard but I will try. Useless if I keep staying the same spot.

I been finding a lot of things to do just not to think about it. Lesson getting boring and sucky.

Hope it will be a lot better after semester one end. Hope that the time when I could turn things around.

Someone did told me, just when I started to get back right on track after so many years, but because of this thing I started to go off course or maybe going back to the opposite direction. I finally get back up on my feet but now I fallen down again. When I heard that I was like " Hmmm " it is so right.

Anyway, Happy Birthday to Melvin and to Singapore.

Ciao.

Photobucket Training night...
Thursday, July 30, 2009 ★ 11:00 PM │ (0) angels
Feeling restless and lethargic in school today, or maybe everyday in school this few weeks.

Met up with Kang head over Batok. Met up with Morgan, it been awhile since I saw him, still as funny as he is. Met up with some other guys. Head over to Sebas Dad office for training session.

Finally able to let the air out. It been so many years since I train like this. It feel good after that but not 100% good.

Had dinner with Kang and Sebas and home I am now.

School tomorrow and it the module tomorrow sucks, cause it math module. Feel like skipping again but already skip 2 times in a row already. So just go tomorrow and get it over and done with.

Oh, Clement say " Go for it ". But it not as simple as you think ba.

Photobucket Sian
Wednesday, July 29, 2009 ★ 10:27 AM │ (0) angels
I just have to endure it. No choice, what could I do? zzZ.

Saturday night, 98.7 RSVP, let the pictures do the work, pictures at my Facebook.

Sunday, Cam 2 and Director.

Too many things to blog about, just put the main points down.

I still been doing things that I don't like to do. I just have to not think about that.

I'm still too scare to want you, why I sometimes try to move away cause I scare history repeat itself, but althought deep in my heart I still want you.

Cheers.

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